Thursday, December 27, 2007
vacation over more or less
Back to work tomorrow to work on an RFI and an Exteria demo. Maybe a few calls but many folks will still be out until Wednesday. No problem.
Did some cleaning in my room tonight. Tossed out recycling, cleaned, vacuumed. My place is pretty messy though so an hour was only a small dent. More tomorrow. After work.
I love my new Dahon bike. It is a normal sized mt bike or cruiser but folds in half for bart or muni. It is a fun bike to ride and does well on SF hills. 26 lbs, black. A nice present from Jen.
Helped Jen buy a stove, fridge, and microwave today, all stainless steel fridgidaire for 1700 with tax. Pretty nice stuff. Then dinner at Olive Garden, very suburban, and that brought back memories from Ohio.
Still need to call my cousin Barbara. My integrity not so solid there. In other areas my integrity is present more. AA gave me sobriety and my life, Landmark gave me authenticity, integrity, self-expression. Good stuff!
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
tuesday early evening
looking forward to show friday, a little nervous. being nervous is funny though...why be nervous? it's silly.
went to death guild last night, feeling ok but a little tired and wired. always good. will I go climbing tonight? I could just read from my darkside astrology book:
Scorpio with Moon in Aquarius (me): dark, powerful, brooding, obsessive, cruel, harsh, and alien...good evening, Lord Vader...
it's nice to know I have explored my dark side enough, I think, to know when it is coming out and *control* it (control is a key word for scorpios...we want it...and the total kind).
Well it's after 5, time to work on my new ING account...
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
dark phoenix tattoo
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Monday, November 19, 2007
Birthdays in November Video and Reading Bash
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Control is good
Control is a film about Ian Curtis, Joy Division, Deborah Curtis, Factory Records, and Anton Corbijn. Good good stuff. I saw it tonight and am still a bit high, I love Joy Division, New Order, punk and post-punk, goth and much of what surrounded this music. Ian was a poet like Rimbaud or Artaud, I think, and Corbijn is a filmmaker like Antonioni, or even older directors. He was quite arresting and stylized in the beginning but then he allowed his actors, esp. Riley as Ian, to be very strong in their roles. What a great director! The perfect balance almost of art and story.
The music was well done. No complaints. The crowd at the theatre was cool, laughing when appropriate at Rob the fucked up but funny manager. Ian seems large, as does Annik and Deborah, while the rest of the band seems smaller, peripheral. Tony Wilson seemed more prominent, as perhaps he should be.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
center camp
center camp
Originally uploaded by ck23.
jen and I at burning man. photo taken by jack, a great guy, kandy mountain camp-mate. sitting on the poohs, stiched together.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
some good zen or buddhist quotes
—Chinese Proverb
The mind, the Buddha, living creatures - these are not three different things.
—Avatamasaka Sutra
If you live the sacred and despise the ordinary, you are still bobbing in the ocean of delusion.
—Lin-Chi
The heart Sutra teaches that "form is emptiness, and emptiness is form. "Many people don't know what that means--even some long time students of meditation. But there is a very easy way to see this in our every day lives. For example, here is a wooden chair. It is brown. You sit in the chair, and it holds you up. You can place things on it. But then you light the chair on fire, then leave. When you come back later, the chair is no longer there! This thing that seemed so solid and string and real is now just a pile of cinder and ash which the wind blows around. This example shows how the chair is empty: It as no independent existence. Over a long or short time, the chair will eventually change and become something other than it appears. So, the brown chair is complete emptiness. But though it always has the quality of emptiness, this emptiness is form: you can sit in the chair, and it will hold you up. "Form is emptiness, and emptiness is form." ....Zen Quotes byZen Master Seun Sahn, The Compass of Zen
Saturday, August 11, 2007
saturday in oakland and other musings
I have recently upgraded and expanded my Linkedin profile and network, and I appreciate everyone who has opted in, even if you don't know me that well. I have been using Linkedin alot for work and it is very helpful in terms of finding contacts and opportunities.
Work is challenging but hopeful: if you or someone you know is in the market for systems integration tools or other development tools and wants something better, drop me a line. My Linkedin page has more details about my company and the solutions we sell.
Tonight is going to be mellow as Jen had a class all day and I am feeling the need to relax. Chilling with a nice dinner, movie, maybe the L-word or Harry Potter.
Other news: I saw Sunshine recently and thought it was good, very good visually. I'm reading Count Zero which is the second William Gibson book. Still reading Proust, I'm on the 3rd book. A friend in Thailand started reading my latest completed novel, Daydream Nation, and found it "more engaging" than my first novel. I like the idea of getting better.
Tomorrow we go to Mighty to start getting ready for Burning Man. Jen completed her Landmark Forum last weekend, which was great, and for me very helpful as my Advanced Course leader was her leader. I got to see how I want to be more creative in my life, and dynamic, and empowered. In addition, I started attending an informal men's group on Thursday with 3 other guys. That was cool. It looks like a lot of things are coming together...
Saturday, July 28, 2007
friends and a free novel
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Don't worry. I'm 11% tested.
Don't worry. I'm 11% tested.
Originally uploaded by Campaign for Safe Cosmetics.
Advert from the Breast Cancer Fund.
Support the Breast Cancer Fund
Jen's BCF site
Main site for the Breast Cancer Fund
Saturday, June 30, 2007
I have a friend on consumating etc.
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publishing with the scribefire add-on
this is an easy feature to use that may be helpful if I remember it is down there...the blog this function was nice but I lost it somehow and couldn't find it, I think। Maybe google took it away for some reason। anyway, I wanted to say that clipmarks seems to have a lot of functionality and I am very interested to see what I can do with it, especially at work, being more efficient to add stuff to our knowledgebase.
well I had to do some editing, and somehow blogger wants me to write in hindi, but overall a successful post I guess. with all it's complexity, the clipmarks result was easier.
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Friday, June 29, 2007
using clipmarks for blogging
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Thursday, June 14, 2007
blog title change, the way of the warrior, and work
Read part of the Rock Warrior book, which is very cool and helpful for life, climbing, sales, etc. Based a lot on the teaching of Carlos Castenada, like the Dan Millman book Way of the Peaceful Warrior which I read about 20 years ago and am reading again. It ties in nicely with Landmark and builds on that.
Selling and marketing software in a startup environment is challenging but things are coming together. My interest in technology has come full circle, in a way, so now instead of just reading about technology such as web 2.0 I am now part of all that in a big way. Aright! I don't feel limited by terms like web 2.0, that is just a starting point for other inquiries. The link above is to a faq article on the main product that I am selling and introducing to North America and Europe.
Friday, May 25, 2007
new workspace
work
Originally uploaded by ck23.
this is where I work now. it's good, I get to focus, sales, marketing, flash demo design, training. more on that later...it may not seem that exciting, just to look at this space, but for me it represents a huge jump in the possibilities for work and life for me. Huge amazing possibilities. I like the software I am selling, the company I represent: they are really cool! And our partners. It's all good and a good challenge to help me learn and grow as a salesguy, account manager, and as a person. Landmark has made a huge difference for me to be here now. And many of the other areas I have worked on.
I am tired now, my eyes esp. ready for climbing trip, this weekend, owens river gorge. looking forward to sleep.
Friday, April 20, 2007
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Monday, April 16, 2007
shootings, massacres, and history
A history of Native American Massacres.
Tulsa, 1921
I am posting these links because someone is calling the shooting today "the deadliest in US history" or "modern history". I guess that might be true if you thought US history started a few years ago. I immediately thought of Native Americans slaughtered by Europeans on somewhat larger "shooting rampages". I guess this just points to how violent this country is and has been and how clueless people are about that sometimes. Today's events are horrible and senseless of course as are all these incidents of mass killings. There is a tendency in this country in the media and otherwise to try to see current violence as a new phenomenon, when in fact it is part of a long and obvious trail of blood.
Friday, March 16, 2007
landmark somersaults
Did my 2nd night of assisting as Production Supervisor for the Landmark Forum in Action Seminar tonight in SF. It went very well. Patty, the Seminar Leader and Center Director, was amazing. It is helpful for me to assist and to be there, in the seminar, which is part of what makes assisting great. And the coaching I get around assisting from Patty and Eris is great too. I think most people, if not anyone, can benefit from the Landmark Forum, and should attend an introduction at least to check it out. It has made a huge difference in my life, in particular the level of honesty or authenticity in my relationships and in my life in general, with myself. It's great.
After the seminar I went to the Make Out Room to hear and see Foxtail Somersault, Cat's new band. Great voices, guitars, sounds, drums. Great overall sound. Reminded me of My Bloody Valentine and Sonic Youth. This picture is from the Stork Club.
Thursday, March 01, 2007
the camus quote
“Man may authorize himself to denounce the total injustice of the world, but he cannot affirm its total ugliness. There is a transcendence we experience –every beautiful thing is a promise of it– that leads us to prefer this limited and incomplete world to any other. Art leads us to the origin of the revolt against the world, to the extent that it attempts to stamp its form on values in the perpetual process of becoming”
p. 210 Albert Camus, The Rebel: An Essay on Man in Revolt
the quote I mentioned in my last post. Deserved its own spot.
Giacometti, Beckett, etc.
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
why I am glad I don't work at Yahoo...
This article details how Yahoo is handing over information about its users to the Chinese government to allow that regime to imprison political dissidents.
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Le Tigre
LE TIGRE
"Fake French"
I've got - the new sincerity.
I've got - a secret vocabulary.
I've got - MIDI in, out, thru.
I've got - dialectical sprecstimme.
I've got - herm choreography.
I've got - a conceptual stunt double.
I've got - a deviant scene.
I mean. I've got - multiple alliances.....
I've got to move.....
I've got - The Gift of Fear.
I've got - The Courage To Heal.
I've got - site specificity.
I've got - plan "B" ability.
I've got - extensive bibliographies.
I've got - flow disruption.
I've got - wildlife metaphors.
I've got - post-binary gender chores.
I've got to move...
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh got to move...
My Fake French is hot.
You can't make me stop.
Got nowhere to run to baby.
Come on turn it up...
Monday, February 05, 2007
Jittery Bostonians cash in on marketing ploy
You can make a lot of money by being paranoid. This link shows you how.
I see weird and scary shit all the time that looks like terrorist weaponry. I think the United State Government is a terrorist weapon. Where is my $2 mill settlement!? I wanna stick it to the man! Where do these marketing people get off trying to manipulate us? That is so Unamerican. But over-reacting to dumb shit like this is very American. Go America! There is no "I" in Team America! But I digress...
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
new level of hell under construction due to "crunchers"
Friday, January 26, 2007
writing by and for women who are involved in technology, science, gaming, and other geekiness
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
being single in amerika and why people are dumb
speaking of conspiracies (what else is there to think about), I was just pondering such venerable media outlets as the times, it's extremely lame article on the suits, sitting, standing, clapping, and nose-picking of congresspeople and speakers in the house last night. this is news? the conspiracy of helping americans in their goal to remain stupid and unaware of much of what really goes on that various media outlets and others maintain. fortunately starting a ridiculous war will get their attention once in a while.
Monday, January 22, 2007
Walking Molecule Now Carries Packages
Molecule walks in a straight line and carries a tiny shopping bag in each hand
(January 18, 2007)
RIVERSIDE, Calif. (www.ucr.edu) –- A research team, led by UC Riverside’s Ludwig Bartels, was the first to design a molecule that can move in a straight line on a flat surface. Now this team has found a way to attach cargo: two CO2 molecules, making the nano-walker a molecule carrier. The work will be published Thursday, Jan. 18 in “Science Express” and later in the print-version of the journal “Science.” “This is an unprecedented step forward towards the realization of molecular-scale machinery,” said Bartels, associate professor of chemistry and a member of UCR’s Center for Nanoscale Science and Engineering. “Our experiments show a means to transport molecules reliably. This will become as important to the molecular machinery of the future as trucks and conveyor belts are for factories of today.” (more)
Sunday, January 21, 2007
el topo, a film by alejandro jodorowski
does anyone remember tones on tail? they were really good. go, twist, christian says, lions. excellent.
writers with drinks at the rickshaw was awesome tonight. I met a couple of new people, charlie anders the hostess was hilarious and smart and fabulous...I did drift off during michelle tea's "cyberpunk" story.
justin chin's feces-focused "erotica" was wonderful and burroughs-like. extreme. like...el topo!
the theme was writers in drag: writers writing in genres outside their usual. I have an idea to make a mash up of of two genres I don't usually dabble in, or haven't in years. maybe charlie will go for it...
Friday, January 19, 2007
language is a film about the politics of desire, bear-ly
I have seen Laurie perform three times, in Philadelphia, Cleveland, and Kent, Ohio, at Kent State.
thinking of renaming my novel "the politics of desire" or making that the overall title for the Novel which daydream nation is a part. living in the ice age is another title.
I've been working on mash-ups and such with sony acid xpress. very fun.
I did not get the job at Embarcadero, they gave it to someone with more experience in software sales. But at least they called me to let me know. Now I just need a part-time job, maybe hosting in some swanky sf restaurant. craigslist.
laurie's song:
Language is a Virus
Paradise
Is exactly like
Where you are right now
Only much much better.
I saw this guy on the train, and he seemed to gave gotten stuck
In one of those abstract trances.
And he was going: "Ugh...Ugh...Ugh..."
And Fred said: "I think he's in some kind of pain.
I think it's a pain cry."And I said: "Pain cry? Then language is a virus."
Language! It's a virus! Language! It's a virus!
Well I was talking to a friend, and I was saying:
I wanted you.And I was looking for you. But I couldn't find you.
I couldn't find you.And he said:
Hey! Are you talking to me?
Or are you just practicing for one of those performances of yours?
Huh?Language! It's a virus! Language! It's a virus!
He said: I had to write that letter to your mother.
And I had to tell the judge that it was you.
And I had to sell the car and go to Florida.
Because that's just my way of saying (It's a charm.) that I love you.
And I (It's a job.) had to call you at the crack of dawn
(Why?)And list the times that I've been wrong.
'Cause that's just my way of saying that I'm sorry.
(It's a job.)Language! It's a virus! Language! It's a virus!
ParadiseIs exactly like
Where you are right nowOnly much much
(It's a shipwreck,) better. (It's a job.)You know?
I don't believe there's such a thing as TV.
I mean, they just keep showing you the same pictures over and over.
And when they talk they just make sounds
that more or less sync up with their lips.
That's what I think!
Language! It's a virus! Language! It's a virus! Language! It's a virus!
Well I dreamed there was an island that rose up from the sea.
And everybody on the island was somebody from TV.
And there was a beautiful view, but nobody could see.
'Cause everybody on the islandwas saying:
Look at me! Look at me! Look at me! Look at me!
Because they all lived on an island that rose up from the sea.
And everybody on the island was somebody from TV.
And there was a beautiful view, but nobody could see.'Cause everybody on the island
Was saying: Look at me! Look at me! Look at me! Look at me! Look at me!
Why?
ParadiseIs exactly like
Where you are right now
Only much much better.
"Language is a Virus" originates in a William S. Burroughs quotation: "Language is a virus from outer space." The Buddhist implications struck Anderson too: "In Buddhist thought, there's the thing and there's the name for the thing and that's one thing too many" (qtd. in Gaar, Talk Normal 27). People's cheesy sanctimonious excuses for harassment are delightfully satirized. The bit about tv images and voices synching up involves a musical hocket effect one hasn't heard since the Middle Ages. And of course the show with celebrities on an island became a "reality," as it were, in 2003.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Einstürzende Neubauten, the concert film
I saw this film last night at the Castro in San Francisco and it was really great. Blixa Bargeld was there and spent at least 45 minutes after the show chatting with people and answering questions. I found out that he lives in SF and will be doing a couple of things here this year, would not say what. The film is low-budget but in a way that's good because a more polished film might go against the grain of the raw edge of EN sound. It was an 11 pm show on a cold Tuesday night and the place was packed!
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Cerro Torre
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
the make out room
throwing muses
throwing muses
Originally uploaded by ck23.
must be last show I saw. couple weeks ago, with mike. great show, kristin with her 50 ft wave and throwing muses bands. sigh. I like this photo because the effect is photoshop-free. just the way it is. great american music hall. thanks mike for dinner!
14 or 49
DSC00644
Originally uploaded by ck23.
I could be working right now...but I am blogging instead. Or trying to. Blogger changed or something. This photo is on a rainy night on a muni bus, on mission st., somewhere in the mission, where I live. Since my move I have been taking muni more, it is closer than bart.
I've seen some good and great films lately. Blood Diamond was great. Pursuit of Happyness was good. The Departed was a while ago but I mention it because Decaprio was great in that and in Blood Diamond. BD was bit overly political but still good.
Have not been to a club or live show in a few days or a week or two. I've been reading Stephen Elliot, Life Without Consequence his first novel, and My Girlfriend Comes Into the City and Beats Me Up, his new book of semi-auto prose. Amazing stuff.
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