more in the novel, daydream nation

1-21-05
the day after the inauguration. Sitting in the back of the sprint store. Nice to be able to sit. Looks like i'll be here for a while. Some job security. I seem to be thinking about sex a lot, more than i thought, but i do like L., not just in a physical way? Or maybe not.

i can't eat that apple right now. Need water. Back to work.

As she read i would fuck her: various books, once the old testament, the torah, maybe genesis, later chapters. Said it was like a perfect male fantasy as I licked, fingered, sucked, and fucked. I felt left out: she never read aloud.

Waiting to see no exit,

now in this moment listening to fatboy slim's version of magic carpet ride. Tall skinny blonde made me a chocolate heart. Hell is...all you have to write about is your unhappy childhood. Horrors. Tomorrow i want to buy glitter and stars, but mainly i want to hang out with miss lenina crowne.

asian tattood goth goddess. What can we have and what can we avoid? I don't really like the christian or jewish bible. Kerosene. White chocolate heart of red gold. I saw her monday night and felt fat.

What are the other characters doing, and why? Good question. That will take some researchin'. Some searchin' for locations and motives.